She’s worth fighting for. Fighting until I couldn’t fight any longer, until I couldn’t lift my arms.
I should feel more than I do. I think I’m missing out on something. She said Muz feels all the time and gets so hurt because of it, but still goes on and picks up the pieces. Maybe that’s not quite what she said, but something along those lines, that made me feel incredibly sorry for him.
Asking perfection from myself is kinda stupid and making such expectations from others is ridiculous, which is why I don’t and don’t think I ever have.
We’re all so flawed in so many ways to place such expectations on oneself is stupid. Although I rarely identify myself with humans perhaps that is just arrogance and perhaps vanity. Still is it such a bad thing to want to be better than one is and to want to be better than others? If I could prove it possible, surely it would be easier to teach on. Is that such a crime?