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I'm sore. Another lower back / hip twinge that i first noticed walking on the field on Saturday. Bowled eight deliveries, took the final wicket with a slightly quicker one, that hurried the batsman who lofted it over my head and landed it with pinpoint accuracy on Zacca who doesn't drop those. Not required to bat as the rotated middle order helped Zac (70+) get Souths total.

I'm sore. Which is making me grumpy, which is making me question the validity of some of my choices. Women, of course, few other topics flip me around as much.

Trapped between pragmatic nihilism and optimistic romanticism as usual. Or maybe romantic nihilism and optimistic pragmatism. Maybe nihilistic optimism and romantic pragmatism. Anyway some combination of the four. Working it out would probably be helpful.

Unrealistic expectations or unrealistic goals, surely these are foolish. But then i look at the world everyday and stupider shit happens and everyone takes it as normal.

Idk.

Either way, this is obviously a bout of depression to get through. I just wish that the people i feel most able to talk to were closer.

Thanks Obama!

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