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i saw The Streets in Austin, Texas

otherwise...

ack. caught. everything i want to say is true, yet so is the opposite. i hate this.

i know i need to write. it would be good for me.

all i want to do when i go home, is not deal with the outside world.

perhaps there is just too much of it.

i don't want to read email. i am completely crap at that at the moment. I get to the important ones. just. and do not read facebook or anything else.

i think the bartending plan has hit a tipping point. There might be something falling into my lap, but it might just be an elongated beating and certainly is going to run me ragged. It might be enough to motivate me to throw together some business pitches to people. maybe. or maybe the brush with it will cure me of this terrible affliction.

all i really want to do is sleep and play video games. another midlife crisis incident. at least i am old enough this time. I'm quite happy to go to work and do my part as a productive citizen. i am more than willing to run around the park in pursuit of cricket. and a loyal supporter of My Waratahs, who actually got 17k people at the last game - something of a record i suspect for recent times.

I say "yes" and go out, when people ask me out. I ask some of my more recalcitrant friends to get out of the house once in a while.

but i do not want to read and write. odd

have not really missed tv. the fact that i can get most of it on the internet and yet still do not, says a great deal on this subject.

sigh. i *tried* to do "work."

going to go shoot virtual people.

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trickykitty
May. 23rd, 2013 06:30 am (UTC)
Try going somewhere else to read and write besides home - like a coffee house or a bookstore. Or a coffee shop in a bookstore.
smokedamage
May. 28th, 2013 09:30 am (UTC)
i could never do that. i could never be one of those wankers writing on a laptop in a coffee shop. I just wish my phone wasn't so shithouse to write.
Your point about a different environment is a good one though. That will make a difference.
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