in a lot of ways i need a break. i need to think for a while. i can hear the darkness calling me. I don't want it, but it is starting to make sense, and the payback that i have been avoiding and not taking is sounding more and more reasonable. In fact i am being begged... which is always difficult to resist.
but i am afraid of the dark thoughts i have. i am afraid to let them out, and act on them. I know i will like them, but i do not think they are the best thing to do.
See you Monday. all of you little freaks be good, right!
and pay no attention to the giant spider about to eat my university.